Went back to NY to talk to Mrs. Wong and Mr Low, I'd never thought I'd meet teachers whom I'd love, guess I'm wrong :) Like Laoshi, they're people I can always count on to be there to pull me along, to guide and nurture me. I dunno why i don't ever feel embarrassed breaking down/crying in front of them, and that i've done countless times. Maybe also cos they're older, more experienced, more matured, they always have words of advice I really appreciate. But each of them are so different in their own ways... and i think i'm just really lucky that my life has been touched by them.
Haha. I see a pattern forming!!! everyone im upset i just come here. hahaha. maybe not upset. This time i'm just Tired. I knw i shldn't be complaining, i'm j1, i dont have A's, i dont have uni exams, i dont have interviews, i dont have any major problems in my life etc etc etc. im just rly tired of whatever's happening in my life now. And it's v scary how certain bits of my life which nv failed to cheer me up are starting to lose their magic/effects. It's just scary.
It's funny how the things which are keeping me going now are memories.. not the ones in my head, but actual photographic memories.. Haha, was flipping through old photo albums, looking through old folders. Had a rly rly great laugh with my mum... We were actually rather adorable kids.. :) ahaha. I guess thats why i love taking photos so much, sometimes your memory fails u, imkages in your head start to blur and fade, but the photo can capture your feelings and thoughts of the moment, right down to the twinkle in our eyes..
But then, that wouldn't be me alr right?
On a side note, I really hope everything goes well for my siste'rs party and she'll enjoy it!!!!!!
I know i shld quit complaining, there're ppl worse than me, and that if i just concentrated/focused abit more, my studies wldnt be so screwed. if i collected more karma points etc. yada yada, but.. guess we're all feeling shitty now. NO EXTENDED HOLIDAY D: that sucks.
Anyways, all that ramble aside, ballet sleepovers are always fun :) (even though i was actually doing math omggg cant believe!) Nice photos.. Memories. I always, always am myself when im around them, maybe it's cos I dont get the feeling that i'm being judged. It's funny cos, a secret doesnt rly become a secret when im around them, it's like.. saying stuff seems normal.. I dont worry about this or that, i just say what i want to. it's a nice feeling. A feeling im sorely missing in alot of other little areas of my life. And that's v sad. Indeed..
Lol weikor was having this conversation in the car.. with Yingjie hahaha i was listening. it was smth about their work (they're both lawyers). And Yuan kor was complaining about his internship and all that nonsense and how he's sad, and Weikor was totally piffed cos he works like ten times harder. He said smth along the lines of: "Sad?! YOU?! U'RE SAD?! Sadness is a constant state of existence for me now! it's like. oh, I'm sad. Ohwells. *and then proceed to go on with his stuff." hahhahahaha.
I guess, I identified with my brother in that sentence, although mine's not cos of work. But everytime I think of u, It's that. Sadness. and bewilderment i guess.. Confusion? hmmm yes, abit of that too. Tell me whats going on lol.
Just wanted t add a little sidenote to Bian: Thanks <3 U've no idea how much. Really, Sounds super cheesy when im typing this out, but.. no other way about it i guess. If u've any problems, im here, anytime :)
- Mood:
gloomy - Music:Taylor Swift - Love Story
Why must it be this way??? They've got so much more enthusiasm for life than so many average people out there, and yet, they're given such restrictions... Sometimes things are just so unfair. I guess i'm just that much more motivated to live my life to the fullest aft seeing all of them. Those moments when they came up to us and High5-ed us. i guess all of us who were there felt it.. their pure affection and love, they just reached out for us and wanted to befriend us from the bottom of their hearts. Why cant everyone be like that?
Continue dancing and being happy, we're behind ya'll all the way :)
Lol, nownow this place looks familiar... hmmm! Think i've nv felt this way before, and maybe i'll nv feel the way i've been feeling ever again (i hope this is true, so i thought i'd just pen it down. haha.
hmmmm, jc's been an... interesting time for me so far i guess, to put it mildly. lol. but.. i've also nv felt shittier before, it's weird. it's like the happy moments arent as happy., but the shitty moments are 1976954974 times worse! I dunno what's wrong man. I've nv felt so lousy about myself, so insecure about myself or so unsure of my own abilities.. I think twice about whether or not i can do anything, when last time i wld've just jumped on it. I care so much more about what ppl's responses are, that sometimes i'm so disgusted with myself.
And everyone seems to have been able to find their little space or their little existence, and here i am still floundering. just what's my problem lol. just went for ballet on friday..haha. big joke, for all the years i've been dancing, i've never, never felt disgusted while dancing something in class, or anywhere else for that matter. but that day i just wanted to run out, no, dash out of the studio. i cldnt do the dances at all, i felt even lousier than the juniors! Sorry Ms McCully.
And i'm starting t feel insecure about things i never thought i'd feel insecure about. how loser-ish is that. And at times i've just nv felt lonelier before? haha, i knw ive friends there, but... ive no idea whats wrong. actually maybe i do. at least for one.
haha, linghui. buck up man.
This is a ranting post.
Lessons are shitty, and when lessons are shitty, it's most prolly either because i have no idea what on earth is going on, or i knw whats going on, but feel so stupid.
And it's prolly just me, i think. but im starting to feel things i dont exactly wnana feel. maybe in my heart of hearts i knew that smth like that would inevitably happen or maybe i didnt, but it doesnt feel good at all. Get lost u disgusitng monsters manifesting in me. But sometimes im just so lost u knw. i have no idea whats going on, whats the joke, whats being said.
This is prolly just me, but... i cant help feeling u're extra critical with me, extra... maybe not judgemental, but... "strict"? Less understanding? i have no idea how to put it to words.. ijust needed to put it to words, since i cant say it out.
Liang Hui needs to keep the good and happy times in mind at all times, especially now.
okay hmm although i have truckloads of hw to complete. I'M STILL GONNA POST. IHAFTA HAFTA HAFTA WRITE THESE FEW DAYS DOWN :D it was an ordinary yet unforgettable birthday.... ;) and i really loved it, alot.
Friday, 3 days before! hahahahaah went for balelt today, then aft that supposed to eat at swensons with my lovely ballet mates, i totally didnt suspect anything at all!!! like thought it was just for fun and stuff hahahaha. then towards the end of the dinner, nessa and sam went toilet, and i like was just looking around the restaurant, then i saw them at the counter, but id idnt think anything of it! until ALCINA WENT TO PROD HER FINGER INTO MY CHEEK AND TOTALLY PUSH MY FACE AWAY HAHAHAHAHA. i was liike o.o why she do that!!! hahaha then i suspected smth! and the next moment, the waitress came over with a slice of cake! :D hahahahaha. so surprised! :D really really love this bunch of ppl alot alot alot :)
Saturday, 2 days before my actual bday, i was woken up at like.. 9am by things thrown against me. THEY WERE MY SOFT TOYS OKAY. HE USED THEM AS BULLETS TO WAKE ME UP HAHA. cos we were supposed to go for brunch, his treat. actually, my dad's since kor uses his card haha!! (oh before that, on friday, he sent me an sms saying: Oi, sat u free not, go buy your present) WHO ASKS WITH OI?! about presents, no less!! hhahahaa. so yeah, we went to this really really cool cafe, called Ps cafe, at dempsey road, it's like... the area's really open, u walk in and see this huge, and i mean HUGE tropical flower arrangements... and the walls mostly grass, and outside's like this forest area. we chose to eat outside.. :) the food was greatttt!! have breakfast stuff like.. bleuberry pancakes, and soups and bread and also pastas and your main courses, well it was a brunch menu!!!! i ordered this chocolate milkshake which was awesomeeee! :D food there's great, but servings super large, also explains the price ;X hahaha then we proceeded on to walk around that area, walked into this place called jones the grocer or smth like that. it's this SUPER OVERPRICED GROCERY STORE. caters for the ANGMOHS as my brother puts it. i went in, and one box of chocolate coated jellies (ok lah, the box quite pretty, pink colour heartshape metal one) cost 58 DOLLARS. hahahaha i was like ._. hmm okay. hhahahaha. After walking around for abit, OH I FOUND BIANCA'S NAME ON AN ALCOHOL BOTTLE HAHA. we went to town area to find for my present, and to cut the long story short, I DIDNT SEE ANYTHIN GI LIKED AT ALL. omg and we walked for like 2 hrs lah!!!!!! ok i saw this guess wallet which was quite nice, but didntw anna spend so much ): haha yeah, OH BUT I BOUGHT A BOOK. really good book :) Ok anyway, that was a short summary of what weikor, bei and i did. (OH BEI FORGOT SHE HAD TUITION. SO SHE WENT HOME AND GOT SHOT HAHAHHHHAHA.) but the most impt part, and the most touching part's that.. ithink sats are v v v precious to my brother cos he like goes to work on sunday too?????? like weekends he goes too.... and he like bothered to wake up early, bring me around, buy me stuff etc etc. was really v touched :) and aft that he still hadta rush off to somewhere or another.. :) love older brothers. girls, should give birth to guys first, then girls, so the guys can be older :) i love weikor... respect him alot, fun, yet strict when the situation calls for it. plus, he spent so much on us girls whne he went to US, bought us so many clothes :D hahahaha. kor u may nv read this, but thanks alot.. :) we're growing up too fast... soon u'll be moving out ): i somehow still think u're in jc, and then i realise, hey, I AM in jc :X ahwell, weird hahaha..
At night, we went to ritz carlton greenhouse for buffet dinner... :D hehhh!!! love eating buffet with my family, usually jie and iwill walk around tgt, then we'll choose our stuff and all, pa and ma usually get the healthier and more 'worth it' food HAHA. BEI KEPT TAKING THE KEROPOK super funny. go buffet eat those stuff hahahah. the atmosphere was great, had a live band playing, oh they played birthday song for me! :) hahahahaha. and there was greaatttt ice cream tooo :) hahahahaha. pa damn bad lor!!! keep saying ma v fat and tell her dont eat so much. EH SHE GAVE BIURTH TO FIVE KIDS LEH hahahahaha. "like pa v skinny like that!" HAHAHA. but yea, felt quite bad going to such an expensive place but... everyone got to eat good food! :D hahahahaha.
Sunday, day before birthday! HAD FRIENDS OVER AT MY HOUSE :D thank u ma and aunty yani for putting in so much effort to cooking everytime theres some kind of function at home! :D hahahahaha. i was doing all the saigang, like, cutting cucumber for salad, err drying prawns, cutting pineapple, err,... shredding crabstick.. HAHAHA. all the no brainers i do lah!!! hahahahaha. but yeah the food was awesome! thank you so much to ya'll who came even tho u had tests and all the next day! :D really love and appreciate it alot!!!! hahaha. it was great just talking... miss all your company so much!!!! :) hahahahahah. too bad yenjin hadta leave early, cheryl too ): hahahaha.. but it was great nonetheless, then we adjourned to my room to TALK SOM EMORE hahahahaha. and fb HAHAHAHAHA. and allyssa found a new gushign partner in cher HAHAHA abou suju, what else???? and soon ppl had to leave, only bianca remained till like ten HAHA. we were doing gay stuff winkwinkwinkwink HAHAHAHA. lame TO THE MAX. :D HOHOHO. i had a lovely day, thank all of u for coming.. :) esp those who had to travel and stuff.. :) oh at night, ppl started wishing me happy birthday and all... v v v happy thing leh! to receive birthday wishes!!! :D hahahahaha
Monday, birthday!!!! hehhhh i went to schoooool, and during PT period, in the music room, chiling played happy birthday on the piano, and i got my SOFT TOY, ok, she shall be called pinky for now, till i think of a permanent name :D hahahahaha. she totally grows on u! at first, i thought she was pretty, but not THAT. butt by the end of the day, omg i love her HAHAHA. she was the star of the day lor!!!! ahahahah. at least 30 ppl patted her!!!! hahahahha...but yeah, got a super pleasant surprise from alot of ppl, like FFAE!!!! (nigel) so sweet that he actually knew my bday! and allyssa!! WHO STAYED UP TEH NIGHT BEFORE, GIVING UP SUJU TO MAKE THE BIRTHDYACARD. i was super touched okay, it's super pretty, thank u alot woman ;D oh and songkang gave me a bomb!!!! hahahahaha. no lah, he warned me that there was a bomb in the plastic bag where he returned me my stuff :) super touched also, and hes int he midst of blocks too! :D haha making me feel guilty for not replying u!!!! oopsies! hahahhahha. one gd thing about birthdays in school is... ireally love it when ppl like go, your birthday right? happy brithday! i dunno, ijust feel v blessed and lucky and loved :) it really feels like it's my day :) hahahhaha weird but, yeah :) oh the best part was... aft school, i caleld cheyrl to ask her where she was, cos usually i'll meet her before cca. and usually she'll be like. oh i come find u now. bunt today she was like. oh i'nm walking aimlessly, call u back again. i was like ._. and suspected smth HAHAHA. when i went to the fishtank, they AMBUSHED ME. HAHAHA used pinky to cover my face!!!! hhhaha. and CHERYLHO slammed the door into my face lah omg!!!! hahahahah then when they brought me there, yep true enoguh the 5 of them were there.. :) HAHA. with a cake!!! hahahaha was touched... but thats not the best part, they gave me my present!!! HAHAHA LOVE IT TO BTIS. THERE WAS AN EARPHONE INSIDE. cheryl saw my spoilt one that day at my house!!!!!!!! hahahaha super sweeet! and the book with the photos, MADE ME TEAR OKAY. hhahahahhaha i rly rly rly love my little sack fo sweeetness and love :) promies everyone of u will get one too :D aft that we basically camwhored like xiaoooo! hahahahaha. took so many lovely photossss! :D
i'll nv forgot my 17th birthday.. I RECEIVED SO MANY PINK PRETTY STUFF OKAY HAHAHHAHA. SO HAPPY OMGGGGGG :D ahaahhahaha!!! check out my fb if ya'll wanna see the pics :D hahahahaha.... LOVEEEEE! <3
- Mood:
grateful
dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit.. just talked to bianca. and yes, it's so damn tempting. Esp when ppl ask me WHY NOT? aft hearing my ans.. and they say: i thought u'd be the kind to! and somewhere softly deep inside me, i hear myself say. Yah, i thought so too. I suddenly rmb what i thought when i went for HC invest in sec 3: i was so inspired by their events, i was convinced then. whatever happened along the way? i knw i'll be happy in dance.. i knw that, because hey, i love dancing. but it's when i imagine what it'd be like looking at my batchmates toil and work and form bonds which were oh so familiar to me for the last 2 years then i start to get this panicky feeling.. and start to ask myself a thousand and 1 questions. like why not?? the running process?? the fear of not coping?? what???
But i know the answer. It's cos i'm afraid.
Then as i think some more, i start to question, is it rly worth it?? just because of that??? which outweighs what??????????????
Omg i miss my hair i miss my hair i miss my hair i miss my hair i miss my hair, among many other things i miss, but i miss my hair nonetheless. oh why oh why oh why was i so itchy minded to decide to cut my hair?????????????????????? my hair which painstakingly took so long to grow!! ): ahhh hair pls quickly grow back, if not your owner's gonna go into depression sooooooooon! ):
that aside, orientation has been a roller coaster for my poor battered emotions. one thing's that definitely the most obvious' that i miss my sec 4 life like shit. like shit shit shit. i really miss it, how safe and secure and FAMILIAR i felt ensconced in that pretty little school with my pretty little (some not so little) NICE friends... ): JC's so much more complicated. and i'm starting to feel things totally unfamiliar and foreign, sometimes i dont even recognize these feelings running through me.. yes it may sound all dramatic and all esp if u're someone who has gone thru JC. but yah, i dunno why this change seems so bumpy and difficult for me to adapt to.. it's like i was DREADING going to school, even during orientation. yes, the games were fun and all, but i didn't feel happy, happy. if u get what i mean. i just knw that i dont really want to feel whatever i felt these two weeks again.. ): i'm tired of making new friends, dredging up the energy to plaster a smile on my face and ask a pleasant question(esp to unresponsive and totally rude ppl, i wonder who.), just to get a curt 'yes' or 'no' in return. nah ah, not worth it. but then again, i've made quite a few great friends.. so yah, maybe it IS worth it. oh another thing's for sure. i miss my friends in NY alot alot alot. i'm so damn grateful for them. if u're my friend, then pls rmb that i'm so grateful for u.. :) thanks for being my friend.
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These feelings and thoughts are so foreign, does this make me a bad person? maybe i am. argh lianghui stop being stupid. stupid stupid stupid. but i guess whatever's meant to be will be. and i guess i just hafta accept that. hmm wonder why this thought seems so daunting.. ):
hmm.. this years' CNY was alot quieter compared to the previous years... guess the economy is rly bad.. ): didn't rly feel like CNY at all.. maybe it's cos it's too early? haha ohwells. and chu yi is alr over!!!! and CNY's like one fo the biggets events for me.. ): haha. AND WE DIDN'T HAVE A CAMERA.. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!! CAN U BELIEVE IT? NO FAMILY PHOTO OMG. yuankor took the touchscreen one to NY with him, then we were left with the lumix. but this morn i found out tht the batt doesn't wanna charge!!! wonder what's the problem.. ): so had tomake do with the phone cam which isn't all that good.. ):
And,.. i tihnk i did the most work compared to last cnys!!!! had to paint the new family area (but jie and mei did alot more than me), had to move encyclopedias, furniture, clean, wipe, mop dust. blah blah blah.. omg super tiring!! and jie and i went to buy groceries and dry goods with my mum. omg i look at all the things that needs to be done, i'm alr have persuaded to not have a family! but no lah, impossible, hahahha i want a family :D hahahaha. and actually by going with my mum to get the stuff, i realise how much money's involved in CNY.. esp the giving away of.. hahaha.. really 礼尚往来!!! and with my cousin sheryl jiejie preparing a wedding (my sister and i are gonna be involved in reception!!!!!! OMG EXCITING!!) i'm so afraid all these customs and what not will be lost!! ): i betterstart paying attention!!!
wonder how yuankor spent his new year :D
I'm actually rly quite excited for chingay, although also quite darn nervous cos we nv rly had a proper proper FULL dress rehearsal.. ._. Cant wait for the 30th, hope my parents allow!! :D
Lets just say today has made me think alot alot alot... Wouldnt say if it's a good or bad thing.. I'm just really curious why under different settings and scenarios your behaviour can be so different, maybe it's just me, or maybe not. that i'm not sure, and i guess i'll nv knw the answer. haha, but i guess in life many things will be like this?
- Mood:indescribable
- Music:Lucky - Jason Mraz
It's weird.. i see so much of what i did when i was in pri school in my sister's actions. i want so much to tell her that hey, this wont work, or hey, u shld do this instead. i want so much to transer in some way or another the lessons i've learnt, the happy feelings i experienced at that age to her. weird huh?? so that she doesn't have to go thru the same things i went thru etc. and i suddenly realise how scary it is to be parents!!! ok random and weird, but whatever hahahaha.
Love spending time with my friends and family.. photos, videos, jokes, laughter, games.. memories.. on a random note, i think it's v v courageous to love someone, there's always this risk that you'll be hurt once u love... and life's scary.. it's so darn fragile. like a precious crystal ball. But i guess like what Sng Yi said, To live is to love....
i'm addicted to Lucky by Jason Mraz.. it makes me feel all melancholic....
"I'm luck i'm in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
lucky to be coming home some day"
Oh and on sat, stayed over at nessa's house aft chingay rehearsal (which was so crappy and pointless -.-) hahahaha. oh i met jialing and limmin. THEY WERE ALIENS hahahahahhaa quite cute!!!! oh oh oh, alot of ppl were really impressed with our chingay item! someone even asked whawt school we're from (: hahahah. then, the sleepover! it was a blast!!! :Dawesome awesome... we played like 6 hrs of guitar heroes straight. really quite funny. hahhahahahha peilih is super pro!! and nessa tooo! my goodness i cant play drums for nuts! and nessa's brother was super nice, treated us to macs :D and fetched us, and put up with all our scremaing and crap. hahaha her second brother gave up his room! hahahaha, then the next day we took many jump shots :D and nice pictures. lalalala
Had 6I class gathering at aloha loyang... hahahaha cheryl nana and i all coincidentally wore hot pink!!!!!! super cool! hahahaha, and stupid marcus didnt believe -.- it was quite okay i guess, but i think the previous one more successful (: hahahaha, but it was still quite fun nevertheless.. (:
I'm really worried for interview tmr... actually, more like scared ):
- Mood: mellow
i'm actually really worried for the 7th feb perf ): and Mrs Wong's like so confident that we'll pull it off and do a darn good job, she even told the OT that it can be counted as a highlight!!!! :O actually i kinda knw we wont really give a performance's that's THAT bad, but yah, just worried since we have nth yet.. ): but i knw we'll have fun tgt!
i'm being really random here, haha but hey i'm just typing whatever comes to mind. I baked pineapple tarts this morning with my aunt (who has imo perfected the art of baking heavenly pineapple tarts) and mum. it's surprisingly relatively easy to make! but obviously i had no part in making the pineapple jam which she cooked herself from scratch with pineapples!!! Just love those tarts, my brother's actually bringing them to US, haha speaking of which, he's leaving tmr... ): for like 5 months? think i'll miss him. no one to irritate me): or like come into my room early in the morn cos he's like being disturbed be the sounds in his room. i'll miss you brother. come back soon with lots of gifts hahahaha. BUT he doesnt even want me to send him off at the airport/ he says it's "only like 4 months!!!" hahaha
Oh i mentioned i hate growing up right, yah also cos growing up changes ppl. And u knw howsometimes we dont want ppl to change, but then i realise, maybe sometimes i'm the change ppl dont want to see either. does that make sense?? like for example, when i was younger, i'd be alot sweeter, nicer to my parents/grandparents. but now when i'm older, i throw tentrums, show my blackface. it's just really sad. And like my younger sister, how i wish she'll forever be a young girl i can coddle and kiss and take care of, but before i knw it, she's growing up so fast. haha i think it's so darn amazing to be parents. they spend so much time, money effort taking care of their kids.. and then without having any guarantees in the future, it's like.. amazing.
i dont want nana to go back... how do i put it, spending a full day with her and cheryl was awesome... remembering all the things we used to do etc etc. thats why i hate growing up, damn i'm angsty.
- Mood:
aggravated
It's only when my friends and i get hit with a bout of nostalgic chitchat, then i realise how many things happened, I just seemed to have forgotten them temporarily, but there they are, in the deep recesses of my mind. But NY did definitely play an a darn big part in my memories, not forgetting the friends and teachers in there, invaluable memories, friendships etc.. Also, there's 106/206; 312/412, NYCD, NYSC, ningbo trip 07, taiwan trip 08.. so many different grps of ppl and yet they mean the world to me, i'd nv give anything in exchange for those memories and those times spent with them...
I'd really miss NY, the beautiful cammpus, the school food (i love it okay), the science labs, the dance studio, the classrooms, uncle jack, the teachers, morning assembly, recess and lunch (meetings), crazy times in class, mugging (copying) homework hahahaha, EVERYTHING. my goodness, darn, i'll miss it. Wonder what the new year will be like for each and everyone of us.. Although we may not have chances to talk as much or hang out as much tgt, i'm just so glad we've had the chance to do so in these 4 years, whenever, wherever(:
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My brothers are refurnishing the living room/computer area etc etc. hahaha quite funny to see them moving the furniture all over (: and yuankor's leaving for US this thurs ): i'll defin miss him although he wont be here to disturb me anymore.. but ya, a few months is quite long :X hahaha,
- Mood: thankful
- Mood: gloomy
Haha, To the point of becoming delirious. HA.
- Mood:
tired
Someone save me!!!!! i burnt my tongue while drnking hot milo at the swimming pool yesterday, and today there are like a million ulcers on each of my taste budssssss! ): ): ): ): feels really terrible ):
Had Class gathering
feels really nice to be appreciated (: HAHA, was super touched when i saw hern's post and comment (:
Hope cheryl gets to see MM on Tues (: Winks!
Sometimes i wonder, what if...?
"If only, these had to be the two saddest words in any language." How true, how true. Got it from one of the books i read. just seems very melancholic. (Is there sucha word?)
- Mood: melancholy
But anyhow, it was great talking to alcina and bernette (: A real wake up call (:
the hours of hte day are passing so quickly!! it's like., befoere i knw it, one day's over, then, a few days gone, then a whole week. like where on earth has the time gone!!!?? but right now i seriously feel like going for a short vacation with my family, tht's the time when i really don't get judged, and i'm just me, despite the fact htat pa may suddenly go crazy and scold all of us, and maybe ma, but i still love them anyhow, the things they've done for us, i dunno, it's just, selfless i guess!cant wait for eoy when we can go for a long nz trip!!!! ): love my famiily (:
I just realized that there are so many things i dunno about lj. like the bracketed things in the post, and how do ppl change the pictures everytime they post?? is it the userpic thing??? hahaha omg damn funny. i was so amazed when i was tinking around lj and exploring it. hahaha.
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